Just Friends...

I met this awesome kid named Josh! He is so shy and sweet. However, I really tried to make it work but nothing happened! No sparks flew no nothing. So I texted him today saying I think that we should just be friends and he understood and everything but I feel super bad. I kept waiting for the right time to tell him but it never came. What came was the realization that there is never going to be a right time to tell a person that you don't like them. If you tell them on a monday it ruins their week, if you tell them on friday it ruins their weekend. In the morning it will ruin their day but at night it will make them not be able to sleep. So I just had to do it. I feel awful about it especially because a little birdie told me that he really liked me....that made it even harder to tell him. And Thanksgiving is tomorrow! I hope I didn't ruin his holiday :( I think we could really pull off being good friends though! We share something that is really hard to explain and being friends is just what we do best! Anyways I am really excited for Thanksgiving! Food:) hahaha and I am going to St. Geezy with my bestie Katlin! We are meeting up with my other friends Cat and Annie too! It should be the ultimate blast! I am stoked! :)